Year
1771
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“You will be turn’d into hell, with ugly devils, to eternity.”
Mr. Beacon
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ANNA
GREEN WINSLOW has
just turned twelve, when her 72-page diary or journal (edited
in 1894, by Alice Morse Earle) begins. It has been a hard winter in Boston,
where her parents have sent her to “finishing school.”
She writes home from Nova Scotia to let
them know how she is faring, as well as to practice her penmanship.
Earle sets the scene:
Through this journal we see “Nanny Green’s” simple and monotonous
daily life; her little tea-drinkings; her spinning and reeling
and knitting; her frequent catechisings, her country walks. We find her mother’s
testimony to the “appearance of reason that is in my children and for the
readiness with which they seem to learn what is taught them.” And though she
repeatedly thanks God for living in a warm house, she notes that “my bason of
water froze on the hearth with as good a fire as we could make in the chimney.”
This rigor of climate and discomfort of residence, and Anna’s evident delicacy
shown through the records of her fainting, account for her failing health.
Anna herself begins with an undated note, and then an entry for
November 18, 1771, addressed to her mother:
I guess I shall have but little time for journalising till
after thanksgiving. My aunt Deming says I shall make one pye myself at least.
I hope somebody beside myself will like to eat a bit of my Boston pye thou’
my papa and you did not (I remember) chuse to partake of my Cumberland
performance. I think I have been writing my own Praises this morning. Poor
Job was forced to praise himself when no man would do him that justice.
I am not as he was. I have made two shirts for unkle since I finish’d
mamma’s shifts.
*
November 18:
Mr. Beacons text yesterday was Psalm cxlix. 4. For the Lord taketh pleasure in his people; he will beautify the meek
with salvation. His Doctrine was something like this, viz: That the Salvation
of Gods people mainly consists in Holiness. The name Jesus signifies a
Savior. Jesus saves his people from their Sins. He renews them in
the spirit of their minds – writes his Law in their hearts. Mr. Beacon ask’d a
question. What is beauty – or, wherein does true beauty consist? He answer’d,
in holiness – and said a great deal about it that I can’t remember, & as
aunt says she hant leisure now to help me any further – so I may just tell you
a little that I remember without her assistance, and that I repeated to her
yesterday at Tea – He said he would lastly address himself to the young people:
My dear young friends, you are pleased with beauty, & like to be tho’t
beautifull – but let me tell ye, you’l never be truly beautifull till you are
like the King’s daughter, all glorious within, all the orniments you can put on
while your souls are unholy make you the more like white sepulchres garnish’d
without, but full of deformyty within. You think me very unpolite no doubt to address you in this manner, but I must go a little
further and tell you, how cource soever it may sound to your delicacy, that
while you are without holiness, your beauty is deformity – you are all over
black & defil’d, ugly and loathsome to all holy beings, the wrath of th’
great God lie’s upon you, & if you die in this condition, you will be turn’d
into hell, with ugly devils, to eternity.
NOTE TO TEACHERS: I wonder what modern
students would think of Mr. Beacon’s lecture. Would they see any relevance to
their lives?
*
November
29:
My aunt Deming gives
her love to you and says it is this morning 12 years since she had the pleasure
of congratulating papa and you on the birth of your scribling daughter. She
hopes if I live 12 years longer that I shall write and do everything better
than can be expected in the past 12.
Miss Attwood as well as Miss Winslow
are of this family. And Miss N. Glover did me honor by her presence, for
she is older than cousin Sally and of her acquaintance. We made four couple at
country dansing; danceing I mean. In the evening young Mr. Waters13 hearing of my assembly, put 7his
flute in his pocket and played several minuets and other tunes, to which we
danced mighty cleverly. But Lucinda14 was our principal piper. Miss Church and
Miss Chaloner would have been here if sickness,—and the Miss Sheafs, if the
death of their father had not prevented. The black Hatt I gratefully receive as
your present, but if Captain Jarvise had arrived here with it about the time he
sail’d from this place for Cumberland it would have been of more service to me,
for I have been oblig’d to borrow. I wore Miss Griswold’s Bonnet on my
journey to Portsmouth, & my cousin Sallys Hatt ever since I came home,
& now I am to leave off my black ribbins tomorrow, & am to put on my
red cloak & black hatt—I hope aunt wont let me wear the black hatt
with the red Dominie—for the people will ask me what I have got to sell as I go
along street if I do, or, how the folk at New guinie do? Dear mamma, you dont
know the fation here—I beg to look like other folk. You dont know what a
stir would be made in sudbury street, were I to make my appearance there in my
red Dominie & black 8Hatt. But the old cloak &
bonnett together will make me a decent bonnett for common ocation (I like
that) aunt says, its a pitty some of the ribbins you sent wont do for the
Bonnet.—I must now close up this Journal. With Duty, Love, & Compliments
as due, perticularly to my Dear little brother (I long to see him) &
Mrs. Law, I will write to her soon.
I am Hond Papa & mama,
Yr ever Dutiful Daughter
Anne Green Winslow.
N.B. My
aunt Deming dont approve of my English & has not the fear that you will
think her concernd in the Diction.
*
December
6: Yesterday I was prevented dining at
unkle Joshua’s by a snow storm which lasted till 12 o’clock today, I spent
some part of yesterday afternoon and evening at Mr. Glovers. … The snow is up
to the peoples wast in some places in the street.
*
December
14:
I went to Mrs. Whitwell’s last wednessday—you taught me to
spell the 4 day of the week, but my aunt says that it should be spelt
wednesday. My aunt also says, that till I come out of an egregious fit of
laughterre that is apt to sieze me & the violence of which I am at this
present under, neither English sense, nor anything rational may be expected of
me.
*
December 24:
Elder Whitwell told my aunt, that this winter began as did the
Winter of 1740. How that was I dont remember but this I
know, that to-day is by far the coldest we have had since I have been in New
England. (N.B. All run that are abroad.)
This day, the extremity of
the cold is somewhat abated. I keept Christmas at home this year, &
did a very good day’s work, aunt says so. How notable I have been this week I
shall tell you by & by. I spent the most part of Tuesday evening with
my favorite, Miss Soley, & as she is confined by a cold & the weather
still so severe that I cannot git farther, I am to visit her again before
I sleep, & consult with her (or rather she with me) upon a
perticular matter, which you shall know in its place. How strangely
industrious I have been this week, I will inform you with my own hand
– at present, I am so dilligent, that I am oblig’d to use the hand &
pen of my old friend, who being near by is better than a brother far
off. I dont forgit dear little John Henry so pray
mamma, dont mistake me.
*
December 28: Last evening a little after 5 o’clock I finished my shift. I spent the evening at Mr. Soley’s. I began my shift at 12 o’clock last monday, have read my bible every day this week & wrote every day save one.

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